| Tuesday, February 3rd, 2009 |
| 11:01 pm |
Venting.
My last official spring semester of college. and it is probably the most stressful yet. I say that every semester but i really mean it for this one. I hate it. and I know im complaining. but. I dont care. im crazy busy and my weekends are barely my own. work and school non stop. if im not there im thinking about assignments or interviewing people for papers or searching for articles or writing papers or reading. i feel like im falling behind if i go out on saturdays. ugh. I know, i know I need to suck it up but right now i just wanna bitch about it. but on the flip side at least i do go out on saturdays. i have found an interesting social circle which lets me flex my alcohol consuming age. and i like it. they are amazing and they put up with my hot mess hi jinks. not to mention the people who put up with me when alcohol and bars are not involved. they are pretty decent too i might add. right now i live for thursdays at 5pm until sunday at 5 am. |
| Wednesday, April 23rd, 2008 |
| 12:01 am |
Cute Tranny Mess
2 presentations down. 1 project, 2 papers, 3 finals left. lets do work son. may 2nd cannot come soon enough. i love acoustic boys. andy, dave, nathan, rob. beautiful. and summer holds even more. including bff reunion. i. cant. wait. its getting warmer. and the suns been out for like a week straight.. lets keep it that wayyyy |
| Saturday, April 5th, 2008 |
| 11:33 pm |
I'm Not Gonna Write You a Love Song.
The weather this week can only be described as truly wretched. Rainy and muggy and gross. Forget good hair days. I am praying that the weather turns out amazing this coming week. Because I couldn't handle an acoustic concert in crap weather. But. To Balance it out. I has an amazing Friday with K-Ry. And I got to see some of the old school acting two kids. ANNNNNNNDDDD. Dougie is coming up this weekend. To see the one and only Andy Davis on Saturday and Sunday. I am ridiculously excited. Amazing weekend like whoa. |
| Thursday, March 27th, 2008 |
| 12:58 am |
Dear Douglas.
I wish that I could pen the words to pass the pain, like seconds in minutes and minutes to hour. But I cant. All I can do is let you know that you have got to be one of the strongest people I know, because I have a feeling I might have given up already if it were me. One day we will sit and talk as long as it takes to get a grasp on the untouchable of life and death. But until then...just know I love you and I am always, always here. |
| Wednesday, February 27th, 2008 |
| 11:19 pm |
Oh. The breaking of spring. a week to forget the three papers, and two presentations that lurk in the distance. goooood times. Dougie will be 21 soon. my how time flies. why the eff is it every time you are so close to letting go...they get more attractive? really? not necessarily the most fair thing. but ill get over it. you've got me thinking of england...mcfly and busted. i want london town. |
| Saturday, January 26th, 2008 |
| 12:42 am |
Dark Week
So. This week in general was pretty sad. Death seemed to loom. oh Heath. Too young. Too soon. I wish I could make Dougie feel better. but I never have the right words to say. everything is so cliche. they need to make a manual for these things. but. I did have an amazing time Wednesday and Thursday. it just reminded me that when you play your cards right and deny jealousy you can have a pretty amazing time with amazing people. and I met my soul mate at starbucks. and by met i mean i would watch him while he read. i think he caught on when i turned on stalkerazzi mode and walked slowly to my car in the freezing cold just so i could stare back into the window at him. who knows. Sweeney's waiting. Johnny Depp never ceases to amaze me...but you know that. so Matt White might quickly join the ranks of my acoustic music selection. and that's good. |
| Monday, January 14th, 2008 |
| 8:47 pm |
So Second Semester. 12 hours...9 in my major, 3 in poetry writing. which gives me a chance to be creative on a weekly basis. I am already in freak out mode about the papers and presentations that are off in the distance, but I am hoping it'll pass. Holiday Monday. hitting the dirty wick. I am ready for some more acoustic concerts. Please and Thank You. |
| Saturday, December 8th, 2007 |
| 2:45 am |
Innocence Louder Than Cars on the Street
I really think this weekend is officially in my top ten. First TMMR and the girls of Statesboro hit K-town. then. I got to see and listen to the musical styling of the one and only andy davis. Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday this week. as well as Nathan Angelo Thursday. And I got to see them with my bff to def...which makes it ten times more amazing. Yeah. This week couldn't possibly have gone any better. |
| Saturday, November 10th, 2007 |
| 1:38 pm |
Angel Don't Stop
So. Another amazing semi-weekend with the girls. Barnes, Wertz, Dixon. So very amazing. I have another favorite acoustic band now so that's exciting. Dang I wish the boro wasn't so far away. I am ready for cute shirts and loud danny laughs. Come on christmas break. |
| Saturday, November 3rd, 2007 |
| 11:41 pm |
All You have to do is call...and ill be there
So. I am really glad i decided to hit the boro this weekend. BFFs who make me laugh til i cry. dan in real life. and mcfly. they all make me so verrrry happy. possibility of barnes and wertz the 9th and football game the 10th. dane cook on the 15th. break on the 21st. man. i cant wait. all i have to do is get through 3 papers a quiz and a test. and i am thanksgiving bound. in other news. i am trying to get into STAND and invisible children. i think its about time. |
| Wednesday, October 24th, 2007 |
| 7:41 pm |
this weather is wretched. rainy. cold. nasty in general. and its been this way for 3 days straight. it pretty much ruins my mood. and my hair. dang i miss my bff. i am ready for thanksgiving. and christmas. and for this semester to be over. november is gonna be ooc. sooo many projects and tests and presentations. not good times. |
| Sunday, October 14th, 2007 |
| 10:23 pm |
Strawberry Fields Forever
So. good times this weekend. tori.melanie.ryan.shayron.erica.scott.kr ystin. jude and maxwell. madea. what more could you want in life. |
| Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007 |
| 10:01 pm |
I realized today. That i can be such a brat. i can throw one mean hissy fit. and i never wanted to be that girl. attitude adjustment forreal. in other news. bff reunion next week. i can't wait. also. i miss the boro girls. they are pretty much amazing. |
| Saturday, September 29th, 2007 |
| 8:48 am |
he takes me round the bend.
McFly says is best... 'Cause obviously, He's out of my league But how can I win He keeps draggin' me in and I know I never will be good enough for him. |
| Sunday, September 16th, 2007 |
| 10:47 pm |
everybody knows but you
This weekend was amazing. QT with the bffs. who could ask for more. the week starts tomorrow. two tests. paper wednesday. im nerbous. i am pretty contemplative lately. life. the future. people. sometimes i just wish i could put it all out there. and then i scare myself into keeping it in. oh man pom pom. what is a girl to do. |
| Saturday, September 8th, 2007 |
| 11:41 am |
Colds suck. on the real. hopefully the medicine will take over soon and it wont be so bad... random party tonight. i will be surprised if it actually happens... but whatev school is school. so far so good. the major seems to be working for me. we'll see. |
| Friday, August 17th, 2007 |
| 5:22 pm |
I got ditched. So as I wait for the HSM party at leann's...I shall write. school started Wednesday. not too bad so far. but then again we haven't done anything. just thinking about the papers and presentations to come is giving me a mini panic attack. ugh. i wish i had my degree already. i miss my bff jill. but she is only three hours away. i am thinking road trip next weekend. i got my books for all of my classes. what up 400 dollars. i need to get into the textbook publishing business. i would make millions. as of current. i have no school loans. so no money for..lets see...ANYTHING. seriously. i hate fin aid. and everything that goes with it. they finally fixed the hot water in my apartment. i have been without it all week. no more waking up with a sense of impending doom...knowing i will have to face the frozen shower. and we finally have internet. and cable. and a land line. which means i don't have to run to the gate when people come over. so thats exciting. okay. im done now. |
| Wednesday, August 8th, 2007 |
| 9:59 pm |
Oh. Child. Things ARE gonna get easier.
My bff is in pain and I hate it. and I wont see her until like the 17th or so. i just have to keep the faith thats all. school starts the 15th. I'm hitting a-town the 13th. a little excited. a little not so much. i am anxious about what this semester holds. |
| Friday, July 20th, 2007 |
| 12:06 am |
One Will Stand...and One Will Fall
Transformers...uhmazing. oh shia. and optimus. they have stolen my heart. springfield in less than a week. school in less than a month. where did that summer go. |
| Thursday, July 12th, 2007 |
| 4:45 pm |
Step One: You Say We Need To Talk.
I hit K town last weekend. It was pretty decent. hung out with R nasty. which was nice. Neesha is in town for the week. so i saw her tuesday. starbucks and talking for an hour and a half never gets old. i still need to see transformers with tori. because i hear it is amazing. and i miss t dawg. |
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